still here :(

Well i'm still here. I suppose this month has gone by reasonably faster then i thought it would, which isn't saying much and it is still intolerably slow. Had a blast in New York, still getting sketchy hours of work, contemplating heading south sooner then later. Thats aboot it, alive, lonely, poor...SNAFU. Even giving myself little countdowns doesn't seem to make the time go any faster. 4 days 'till the draft, 8 days 'till free agency, 11 days untill nationals, 13 days 'till the parents absconed, 40-70 days untill i'm out of here...GOD DAMNIT!